[sick again?....I wonder that you are still interested study again in this school? ] am I does't have the right to sick?? Teachers are always help us ,encourage us not to give up and give us energy to stand, fight. Why you are the different from them....so special...always let us down. I'm doubt that u din't get any sickness when you as a child?don't you have feeling when the words comes to your mouth? Are you come from other planet? the right and the wrong could be have much differences from our earth's.
Now, I 've realize that I 've made a wrong decision.Better went to a new place, try a new life than seeing your face everyday like I'm owe you 1 millon or billon.But how? decision is decision. Time cannot reverse back what we have done wrong. But being sickness is not my fault, impossible that I'm everyday torture myself, wish myself everyday sick and not go to school?This is ridiculous, okay? when you put that face to me, you seem like I'm lying.
How can you be a human like that?You also a boy's father.Don't you have feelings? When someone also did the way u treat us to your boy, how do u feel like? happy or sad? I feel that you will be angry as me. Actually I'm a good, when you scold i hear, and i din't have any grumble. For sometime, I cried. Bcos you are too over, and yet what you said you even forget it . But you're hurting someone. Insult me in front of my friends. I know I'm weak, and now I've try myself not to lazy and study,study,study. Why don't you give me a sec to breathe? I'm suffocated right now.Okay, I ammit it. I'm not tat pro/kind of pro student, I know that I'm weak even the basic things I also forgot. And now the HARD test , you have said that we all gonna failed, is defintely failed. So ask us don't try. Excuse me, I'm not that rich for high cost foundation or other courses, I dont have any choises and hard decision.I know that I'm weak, but i still have try my best, even though I have spent around 2 yrs and get nothing at the end. I still can tell myself, [It's okay,you've try your best.Now you have to think where u want to go.]
I always tell myself, if i work harder, I can Do it! Yes! I can do it! I believe that. I've change much from the previous 5 yrs. Now what i have to do is be patient. Actually I can stand long.But now is not just an easy job.I 've to be more stronger than before,not letting the people that don't like us to destroy our happy day and pollute our good mind.
Now, I realise that writing blog can relief stress, actually when i get stress, I will go watch my fav channel.But this time I've to change. Change to a whole new ME!!
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